The Good Stuff.

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some people need to suck it up and learn how to deal with their own problems instead of intoxicating the happy air that happy people breathe in.
i'm tired of having to be the first to start a conversation that's probably not going to be worth it in the end.
i like to keep my friends, but if you're not going to try or have the courtesy to keep the friendship, then fuck you! i mean, screw you.
you can tell how good of a boyfriend a guy is by how he treats you when you guys are friends.
i'm not saying your boyfriend. just a boyfriend in general.
with that being said, i can see why she did what she did.
life's not always easy, but if you're going to mope, do it on your own time.
if i don't know you, don't bother telling me your tragic life story.
okay, that was kind of harsh, but no really. if you're just going to add some salt to the story when there really isn't any, i dont have the time to play the role of a sympathetic listener.
if i do know you, tell me everything. =)
turn that frown upside down, babe.
i'm tired of "trying".
what's the most polite way to say "I don't give a fuck?"
if you're only with me because you don't have anyone else, then fuck you. i mean, screw you.
don't lie to me. stop lying to me.
if you're going to use me, do it nicely at the very least.
i need an incentive to keep going, babe.
i hate it when people put me in such an awkward position or make me feel uncomfortable.
it's better to laugh things off rather than to take anything seroiusly from you.
is it wrong to miss someone?
what if the person doesn't miss you?
i'm too stubborn to admit that i miss you, but i know you know that i do so please stop teasing me about it.
i miss you.
i miss the intoxicating freedom of being on my own and making my own decisions.
sometimes, decision-making bites you in the ass.
if everything happens for a reason, then what's our reason?
why do i always have to be the first to make everything "alright"?
why can't things just happen.
there are certain things you can't just joke about.
fag.
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yay for summerr =)

quick update on what i've been up to since i got back.

HOME
* unpacking was a pain in the butt, but now my room has been transformed into something lovely.
CAR
* my dad called the insurance company so now i can legally drive around :) i get my mom's car during the weekdays because she doesn't work then. and my dad's car during the weekends because he doesn't work then. so most of the time, i'll have a car for myself.
WORK
* the dentist's wife called me and asked if i wanted to come work for them again, so of course i agreed wholeheartedly! first day of work was wednesday, from 9 AM until 7 PM. the dentist had only 2 emergencys that day, so i was a dental assistant for a short bit. :) im surprised i still remember how to set up the bondo and the names to the instruments and what to do. hehe. it's been almost a year since i was an assistant ever since i became a secretary for his wife! anyways, after that the wife came and we chatted. the first question she asked was, "so how are the boys in SD" hahaha. we did some catching up for a bit, but then she's like, "okay! lets get to work and finish fast so we can talk some more." but her kids had an emergency at summer camp so she had to leave. the dentist went home too. so she gave me the key to the entire place, and told me whenever i feel like leaving then i'm free to go, but if i wanted more hours then i can stay and find things to do. MOST EXCELLENT. so after 12 pm, i was pretty much free to do whatever i want. i did bills and claims and insurance things while talking on the phone for hours with anyone who would pick up. =) then when i was done with those, i decided to take a 2 hours lunch break. went to visit phillip at his work place, and we both ate around that place. drove back, and worked some more until the dentist came back to pick some things up at around 7 pm. i gave him back the office key, said bye, wished him well on their vacation trip to hawaii, and headed home. i'm starting work again not until july 9th, when they come back from vacation soOoo...fun now, work later! =) that means, lets hang out you guys!

so, since i haven't updated in a while, i have TONS of pictures.
i'll narrate through pictures, hehe. (=

CHICAGO THE MUSICAL ~

left to right: J'mi, Angela, Cindy, Me, Conan, and Darren. =)
the picture's kinda blurry :(

so we went to watch the musical for chicago near southcoast. i enjoyed it times infinity. =)
very scandalous girls in heels and fishnet leggings dancing and singing "jazz". oh and sexy men in tights and unbuttoned shirts too. hahahah i highly recommend watching!

check it out here: http://www.chicagothemusical.com/

KIMS BDAYYY~
so we went to guppies, watch RATATOULLIE, and lots of camera whoring back in kim's house ;)

left to right: kim me jessica vivian at GUPPIES, YUMMMM!

the cute little birthday girl =)

hahaha this is what we do when we're waiting for our food. :D

"do a scary face."

"lets moon the camera" (left to right: kim, vivian, me, jessica)
HAHAHAHA if you look carefully you can see vivian's face peeking
through her legs.

"lets seduce the camera"

"do a monster pose"

"do a surprise look"

"do a gangster sign"

"lets push up our boobs"

"lets choke each other"

"do the human pretzel (or try to, hehe..)

"do a wide-eyed look"

"do a crazy hair style!!" (HAHAHAH OH VIVIAN.)

"do a pig's nose"

"do sex hair"

"lets pretend we have muscles"

"do a monkey face"

"do a fish face"

"show all our teeth"

"squeeze your face"

"model look"

yes, camera whores to the max.

SOME FUN IN THE SUN ~

@ Corona Del Mar :

vivian and me. this was taken before we picked up dustin and bill, and guess what?
I WAS THE DRIVER, wheeeeeee ~ my first passenger was vivian! and dustin and bill.
heheheh. tahnk you for trusting me :) but dustin suck at being a passenger. freakin
gave me a heartattack everytime i come within 50 feet of a car. "AHHH WATCH OUT!!!"